I Am Trying ....

I've got myself caught up in a downward spiral and no matter how hard I try, I can't get a leg up and out of there.

I am trying so hard.

I am looking for and finding my own solutions more often than not.

I am acknowledging the positives where ever I see them.

I am trying to be sensitive to those around me and respecting boundaries, over taxed nerves and stressors.

I am doing the best that I can.

I am faced with road blocks that I feel powerless to overcome.

I am looking for answers. I hope to find some. Soon.

I don't know what else to do. Maybe I should just stop trying.  And just do it ...