I read anything and everything I could get my hands on. I googled. I asked people in other departments. I made notes and quick reference guides so that what I couldn't remember was easily accessible.
I focused on being positive, speaking positively, being upbeat and avoiding negative circumstances and people.
I could control nothing or no one but myself. So I did everything within my power to turn the situation to make it work.
But it wasn't enough.
It wasn't even fair. Because when I asked where I went wrong, I was told, "You ask too many questions."
When you find yourself on a dead end road, you must turn around, go back to where you were. And try again.
"I'm little run down ... I could (can) beat it ... 'cause I'm feelin’ ... Invincible"
~ Lyrics from "Invincible" by Hedley