I am seriously contemplating taking a step outside my safe little COVID induced isolated little world. I am planning a day trip.
The incentive? An afternoon with my siblings. Oh, how I have missed my sibling time.
I have had a brief deck-visit with my sisters but I was uneasy. I didn't breathe in the moments the way I normally do.
Socializing is depleting me more than it is invigorating me these days. This trend was beginning before these months of isolation. The ongoing "state of emergency" recommendations have simply given me permission to be more of who I already was.
If anything or anyone can push me out of my comfort zone and take one step into the land of being social, it is my siblings. I think I'm ready.
This upcoming visit has one condition: "Weather permitting" These two words bring me great comfort. I am hopeful but not fully committed.
Story of my life. Hope without commitment. I don't want this state of mind to become my norm. I am in good hands taking this first tentative state with my siblings. It's up to me to make the most of this time of great hope.
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